oh finally.
after 20 mins of loading there is see a white sheet to crap on.
seriously what's wrong with the connection ?
it has been days zzz on off on off i also sien weh.
maybe it's because i didn't show my appreciation ?
thus my confession :

- Dear computer & internet.
i really love both of you so much so please don't die on me T.T
you both are such a great help i can't be here without you guys.
guai guai lah har <3

okay done.
after a week not touching this keyboard,
hello.
quite sien lah if on this pc cause it keeps lagging one then makes me frustrate always.
anyway,
after a straight seven days or so of closing shift,
i am finally having my break tomorrow, as in today yay :D
peeps are coming back from KL tomorrow yay yay :D
then we're gonna visit grandparents together-gether ( kak sara always uses this :p )
and honestly,
i do not know what to feel.
hah
cause i'd never expect to not see grandma celebrating CNY this year.
who would ever know that last year was her last ?
sigh all the regrets and guilts,
how am i suppose to pay back ?
got my first salary but didn't manage to buy good food for you,
nice clothes for you.
sigh if i had the time if i appreciated. if if if.

see just 10 mins internet died again WTFFFFFF.
okay we're back ahem.
my daily life recently,
3am sleep - 1/2pm wake up - 4pm work - 1am off work - 3am sleep.
didn't even have the time to bond with mum.
well we did a lil over a lunch haha and it lasted for only an hour ?
then on the night itself, she went down to KL lol
only did a lil chat with sis in the car when i fetches her,
and with dad hmm barely talk to him lately.
whatesle wallie, jj, dd and yipo.
aiyo completely upside down already my life.

then idk why UMobile hasn't activate yet.
changed my carrier few days ago,
the guy told me to wait for 48 hours max,
but bro it has been 80 hours already wtf.
damn bek cek if cannot be done tell me lah i didn't reload or anything just wait for the activation like an idiot. fu -.-

anyway came back home to find lovely home cooked meal.
haha thank you dad.