la familia,
6:06 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : events , life , updates
and our first event we pulled off together.
i did not ignore this blog on purpose,
i'm really very sorry.
as this event was in it's final stage of preparation,
i did not even have time to go to class, let alone turning on my pc.
haven't been watching dramas for a week plus now TT
am so glad that this event is finally over, i was really strained.
however, there's this little part of me that is sad because all the bonding time we had will only remain as memories.
i've spent so much on supper this week, and i only managed to bath after 3am in the morning.
i've been skipping class because i just need more time to sleep,
and the trouble of finding my ayahanda for his signature is just massive.
he's just super busy but i really appreciate that he did not give me a hard time when i asked for his signature.
so much thanks i wanted to say to everyone that had been pouring their hearts out to make this a success.
Thank you mom & dad.
without xiao hong and this printer, life would be so much harder.
Thank you to all my top exco, and all head of department for all the co-operation,
and really sorry if i have been troubling you all.
I have really learnt so so much during this period of time,
and i just can't believe it's all over now.
PT KAJAI III, i'll miss this day, i guess. haha
back to life,
i still can't have my sleeping time back as i wish.
assignments and PBL are piling up,
so many are to due next week.
i'm so lazy to settle all of these lah :(
it's 6pm now, and i'm working on something i have started since last week.
really salute the procrastination in me.
life goes on, and it will be better.
so hwaitinggg !!
dream 047.
3:21 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : dreamspots
Happy Birthday, h o m e.
hello.
worry not for i have not forsaken you.
am just busy but i don't know what have i done to get my hands so full.
and then money spent like water i wonder why too :(
life is still pointless at this moment, yes a month before my finals.
am still sorting out the pieces though but sometimes deep in my mind i just hope i do not have to know what i am doing, what i have to do.
ahh this inner struggle again.
promise you by the next post, i'll get my messed up self fixed.
probably because there aren't any deadlines, therefore i let myself go on with life like this.
btw xiao hong is in town !
but to feed her is extremely expensive.
because of the slopes and the uneven roads.
i even got one of her tyre punctured on her second day pffft.
went to CHC KL for the first time today.
after so many years of ah Bern inviting me, glad i manage to visit her church this time !
but it was Jun who invited me for their production this time haha
it was really awesome.
and the people who put the production together are doubtless amazing.
God's people are just wonderful.
God Himself is wonderful.
thank you so much Jun ! wouldn't be there without you !
but too bad didnt manage to see both Jun and ah Bern.
but am happy enough to be able to see Geen & JY.
thank you so so much <3
that feeling in church.
reminds me so so much of my youth camp back then.
because at that camp was where i truly get to experience God,
and today i felt that again.
i have been backsliding for long enough,
but i have never doubted my faith.
it's just me.
the problem is with me.
another piece to be sorted.
life is good so far.
and better it will be i know.
worry not for i have not forsaken you.
am just busy but i don't know what have i done to get my hands so full.
and then money spent like water i wonder why too :(
life is still pointless at this moment, yes a month before my finals.
am still sorting out the pieces though but sometimes deep in my mind i just hope i do not have to know what i am doing, what i have to do.
ahh this inner struggle again.
promise you by the next post, i'll get my messed up self fixed.
probably because there aren't any deadlines, therefore i let myself go on with life like this.
btw xiao hong is in town !
but to feed her is extremely expensive.
because of the slopes and the uneven roads.
i even got one of her tyre punctured on her second day pffft.
went to CHC KL for the first time today.
after so many years of ah Bern inviting me, glad i manage to visit her church this time !
but it was Jun who invited me for their production this time haha
it was really awesome.
and the people who put the production together are doubtless amazing.
God's people are just wonderful.
God Himself is wonderful.
thank you so much Jun ! wouldn't be there without you !
but too bad didnt manage to see both Jun and ah Bern.
but am happy enough to be able to see Geen & JY.
thank you so so much <3
that feeling in church.
reminds me so so much of my youth camp back then.
because at that camp was where i truly get to experience God,
and today i felt that again.
i have been backsliding for long enough,
but i have never doubted my faith.
it's just me.
the problem is with me.
another piece to be sorted.
life is good so far.
and better it will be i know.
when Jesus comes again.
dream 046.
3:21 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : dreamspots
dream 045.
3:21 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : dreamspots
a fortnight.
11:23 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : drama , life , updates
well just a little update before i roll on with my life.
it's going to be a fairly busy fortnight,
with presentations to prepare,
and due dates that are closing in.
gonna have practices for SUKEM,
sort of like the biggest sports event for my uni.
then there's program's minutes to prepare and also letters,
that need to be approved.
apart from all these,
i need time for dramas hahaha
life is fairly productive lately,
and i hope i will be able to cope on with such spirit till the end lol
know what has been motivating me lately ?
i present you this awesome beat.
well there's also Min Goo and Soo Ah.
kpop idols from BtoB & APink.
so happy to see Chorong on screen in a drama haha
she's my bias and my goddess.
these two are sweet as well.
it's going to be a fairly busy fortnight,
with presentations to prepare,
and due dates that are closing in.
gonna have practices for SUKEM,
sort of like the biggest sports event for my uni.
then there's program's minutes to prepare and also letters,
that need to be approved.
apart from all these,
i need time for dramas hahaha
life is fairly productive lately,
and i hope i will be able to cope on with such spirit till the end lol
know what has been motivating me lately ?
i present you this awesome beat.
HAIL AVICII <3
and for the drama i am currently watching,
Plus Nine Boys !
thumbs up to this drama haha
i don't know if it's only me,
but i really enjoy this kind of drama,
especially with the storyline of
Jin Goo & Se Young.
my new favourite couple !
i really like the flow of their relationship,
and Jin Goo is really a sweetheart omg
the way he looks at her
*melts*
well there's also Min Goo and Soo Ah.
kpop idols from BtoB & APink.
so happy to see Chorong on screen in a drama haha
she's my bias and my goddess.
these two are sweet as well.
another news that made me happy,
Starbucks' Christmas Season has landed.
all the Christmas drinks and cards and merchandises.
omggg can't be happier !!
but at the same time sad cause my pocket is about to be burnt.
lol
well that's it,
make sure you listen to The Nights haha
good night all !
p/s : pictures are credited to their rightful owners.
hello, Penang !.II
11:06 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : besties , food , local , travels , trips
hello !
phewwww another week has passed just like that.
am at my aunt's so yay got back my sd card and purse haha
now i feel secure again lol
back to my trip two weeks ago.
on the second day,
the first place we went is some market,
located at Ayer Itam.
parking is seriously a problem here haha
people are already out early in the morning because of the market i guess.
so we had kuay chap for breakfast,
and i absolutely love it !!
kuay chap :D
the market street.
after that we went to Penang Hill aka Bukit Bendera.
the cable car that brought us up really fascinates me lol
went up to the top and took some pictures lol
from the top !
locks at the famous Love Lock bridge.
#likeatourist
lol
after we descend the hill,
we went back to the market to have asam laksa.
this is the famous one where everyone will queue to eat lol
after that,
we went to Gurney Paragon Shopping Mall.
it's so beautiful inside out.
clean and new.
love this place haha
we then went to Brown Pocket for dessert.
this place is so famous on social medias so we had to try.
who knows when we will be going to Penang again haha
thanks to J who checked out this place.
we then went to Gurney Drive for dinner.
there's loads of hawker stalls so there's loads of choices.
however my friend told me that this is really a tourist spot.
you will not spot penang-ians eating here lol
after dinner,
i went out with Jie Min.
Jingwen & J are too tired so it's just me and her.
( just realized we are all J when i was typing the names lol )
went to a place called Spade's Burger.
she hadn't had her meal, and she said it's famous so we went there.
had a lil chat, hugged her goodbye and went back to the room.
and my nightmare begins.
do take note that there won't be a part 3 because i literally lived like a zombie on day 3.
so here's it.i reached the room and both Jingwen & J were already asleep.
my tummy was so bloated i don't know why but i decided not to care and took a bath.
afterwards i felt like vomiting and thus i vomited, like 3 times before i hit the sack.
when i thought it was all over,
my body starts messing with me,
i felt cold and hot at the same time, couldn't sleep and felt like puking again.
this whole thing bugged me for my entire night,
and for the first time i find sleeping hard.
mad hard.
so the next morning when they were awake and getting ready i really couldn't do anything.
i have no energy at all and i felt so pain inside,
so my besties went out for breakfast and i tried to sleep.
they came back with porridge ( how sweet of them ) with me still dizzy.
i then forced myself up and wasted lots of their time.
i ate and packed my stuffs and stared at the window,
trying to force another spoon into my mouth.
after about 5 mouthfuls,
i puked again -.-
yeap i was that sick.
we went to Queensbay mall with me being like a lifeless person.
i could have stayed in the room,
and then Jiingwen can pick me to the bus station when it's time,
but i really don't wanna trouble her.
gave them too much problems already,
so basically when they walked about in the mall,
i lied down dead in Starbucks.
for two hours hahah
Jie Min came over to accompany me but i was too dead to even talk to her.
so sorrrryyy and thank you so much <3
after that Jingwen wanted to bring us to makan her fav chicken rice.
too bad i was really sick to eat, and too bad it wasn't opened.
aihhhh puked another round before entering the car and off we went to the bus station.
slept through my way home and stopped by the R&R.
was feeling so so so much better by then.
really don't know what is wrong with my body nowadays sigh.
aunt picked me up from Kelana Jaya,
i went home and took a real hot shower and i ate kimchi,
luckily no puking, nothing.
haha
well that concludes my first Penang trip !
sorry that you have to read my sick moments more than seeing pictures haha
dream 044.
3:21 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : dreamspots
seriously,
time is flying faster than i have expected.
like really, fast.
november,
do good, be good.
