we are all mad here. : March 2013

in this room,

12:45 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : thoughts

like seriously what the fck am I doing here anyway.
should've , I really should have.

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12:20 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : blessed , food , friends , outings

bloody hell,
outings a month ago.
but since it's in draft folder might as well post it lahh

so the week.
kinda productive ?
met lots of people haha
happy la cause better than doing nothing ma XD

25th Feb : Monday.

had lunch with Chin Teck.

too bad Ching has plans so couldn't join us.

had McD for lunch.

damn stupid should've upgrade my coke to coke float haih

so 7-Eleven was nearby and i can't stop thinking bout vegetarian so i bought a cup though i'm really very full.
T.T

26th Feb : Tuesday

off day :D

had breakfast with hao peng you.

craving for american style of breakfast, thus

ta dah .

then dk why felt like eating min fan gou,

went to the "miu gei" & i had a bowl of it lol

tell me how to not get fat T.T

wallie of the day ^^

went out with Li Vien & omma at night.

like a final farewell.

why wanna go so far away T.T

INFINITE ♥

27th Feb : Wednesday

morning shift zzz

but happy cause went for movie with Zhen Wei & E Yee.

watched Beautiful Creatures.

it's really nice & sweet haha

love all her outfits especially the trench coat.

i really can't get enough of outerwears, i'm so sorry lol

thanks to Zhen Wei's mum for the tarts .

so kind of her ^^

28th Feb : Thursday

my favourite lunch meal ever.

but don't quite like the people there.

like not so happy cause i only ordered this always.

zzz

the day We had been waiting for hahaha

steamboat day ;D

P/S : Li Vien left the counrty today :(

01 March : Friday
nothing much.
Al Vin is back in town & i couldn't talk to him.
working till 1am, but he is only available to yc on that night.
but it's nice of him, & the gang to drop by haha

02 March : Saturday
changed shift with omma,
cause have to go for Joon's 1st year old celebration yippeeee :D

failed attempt.

can see what is it ? lol

baby Joon's pretty cake & cupcakes.

brought all the way down from KL lol

03 March : Sunday
Starbucks CSR at Pantai Batu Hitam.
and today, really did something that i'm excited & felt sorry for.
cause it was so rushed guess i troubled lots of people.
& i'm sorry all of you have to see me like this.
guess partners are all like "why so mengada one" ?
but who cares i am happy so be it hah.

that's all for the week, a month ago lmao

mental.

5:32 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : exhausted , life , thoughts

so much to tell,

so much to express,

but

i need time.

i need to sleep.

i'm about to blow my head up already.

so many pictures to live my timeline,

but i have not any time to sort them out

sigh.

the lack of updates,

bear with me.

i love you blog.

credits : tumblr

just plainly wondering.

1:46 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : life , thoughts

have you ever wonder,
how people have the the power to just suddenly come into your life, make you happy, and afterwards suddenly leave without saying a word, making you asking why.

why do people have such power anyway.
to make you feel like you are no.thing until you are needed by them.
why.

or maybe they just don't bother at all.
means the whole world to you,
when it never even cost them a neighbourhood.

nothing lasts forever.
I wondered, I realized.
in such a world,
gotta just let go, stop and move on.

haha
easier said than done.

Day 71.

3:16 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : life , thoughts

so many posts on hold now cause i couldn't get the pictures.
maybe a day or two later it'll be ready ?

and it's the twelve today.
hadn't been sleeping well,
sleeps around 3 plus
& waking up with cramps.
dreams are either happy, sad or weird ?

guess i'm just trying to escape.
to get away from what's gonna hit me six days later.
can't believe it when i heard the news confirmed last week.
what to feel ? irdk what to feel.
so unreal os unbelievable haha

world's unfair.
but how much can i overlook that truth ?
i just want a starting point to begin.
God had given me many,
but none i have work out a good outcome.
this one maybe ?

all i can do now,

i have done what i could,

& i hope it is enough.

thank You Lord :)

pray for JessMinn too.
worked so hard, but in the end,
why so unfair ?

halt vii

3:01 AM † jeszlynnn 1 Comments Category : food , friends , japanese , love , movies , outings

really chasing after time right now.

lol i know i update also no one will read one,

but just wanna like jot down my daily life lo.

haha especially my special day off in every week.

once a week, so precious lol.

well it's break day the seventh.

& i guess really last minute planning one haha

happened to be on the 19th, a fine fine tuesday :D

btw some updates for the 18th of Feb,

Happy Birthday Dad & Chang Minnie ♡

the cake i bought for dad before i left for work.

zomg i wanna kill for the cream.

so pretty and it's so good i want it now T.T

Min's bday celebration with SM's fellow artists.

credits : yunho's instagram & dbsknights.

credits : tvfxqfever

seriously can't believe he is 26 this year.

when i first knew him, he was 19 ?

he's really growing my boy, & no i don't want him to.

& their upcoming concert !!

will write a post on it haha

tong shui with mum that noon.

my lunch super blur so rather not post lol

lol anyway had salted fish & chicken rice.

so on the 19th,
went to ECM / Capital Mall with Amanda mammi.
she wanted to buy her shoe so i teman-ed her.
i ended up spending too T.T
we were thinking of having sushi but i have to fetch sis from school,
so we made a trip back to school & home.
then i drove sis to tuition,
& us,
back to the same mall for sushi.
haha
dined in Sushi King,
awesome meal i tell you.
but i really spent a lot T.T