we are all mad here. : 2012

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12:55 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : life , thoughts , updates

wheeeeee :D
after about 6 days of working,
here am i enjoying my one day break hahaha
gonna update a bit on KL later because i just woke up.
happy happy sleep cause i can finally wake up late, an the weather is just do chilling hehe

my hometown has been slightly flooded,
thank God that my house is not affected.
the water came just into the porch and it stopped.
if it continues to rain heavily,
everything would be goneeee.

working has been nice and fun for me,
really an experience ...
but you know lah i super scared of this and that one,
don't wanna get scolding,
don't wanna do anything wrong,
therefore i do everything in fear
tsk tsk tsk
have to changeeee !

realize my life has been very fulfilling lately.
and i tell you after another 7 "break day" post, i'd be getting my results already FML.
do i'm super worried bout 2 things now,
- doing things wrong at work,
- my results.
gahhhhh T.T

and i realized you can't please everyone haha
people they don't like but you like,
you can't make themselves don't like then.
i was like this, because it slightly affects me,
but now, i'm gonna pass it heheheh

kay lahh laters
xx

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12:44 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : daily , life , videos

oh hye.

i'm back in Kuantan & started my job yesterday lol
was really clumsy, made loads of mistakes and all,
& really hope to improve today & later on.

will update bout KL trip soon :D
can't express my excitement looking at all those Christmas deco i've take pics of hahaha
so will be up again soon i hope ...

my sad withered flowers T.T

it's addictive.

thank you Jess Minn lol

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9:35 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : life , updates , videos

the 5th day away from home.
hectic days are gone, and i'm literally very exhausted.
but i'm happy lol
you know how much i like kl right, plus it's Christmas season now.
been to 8 malls,
seen 8 different decorations,
and i'm really very happy .

haha just a small update, gonna be on a lil hiatus now.
really no time for anything hahah

see you soon ;))

forever loving Paul DiGiovanni :)

be your everything .

to soar.

12:06 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : life , STPM , thoughts , tumblr

yay after months of fighting,

it's all over.

pray that it'll have a good outcome,

as i think it's my best efforts already.

March, please :)

it's unbelievable, you know, this feel.

haha

you've been asked to hold something for so long,

& now you are allowed to drop every one of it.

so it's a release, like finally.

and finally, i've never felt so alive.

so many things to explore, so many adventures to embark on.

so keep still and yeah,

life would be better.

super proud and happy to say,

i've done it,

& i'm now free :')

KL trip, here i come !

*haven't started packing >.<*

sigh gonna miss baby Wallie a whole damn lot.

don't wanna see her cry but would have to put her at the pets' hotel :((

credits : tumblr.

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8:42 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : birthdays , celebrations , food , randoms , thoughts , western

Megamall.
super Christmas feel right :D

so i accompanied mum to the mall last Saturday.
she wanted to buy snacks and stuffs for the cousins who will be coming that night.

whee here you go .
Jess Minn xp

dad dapao-ed pizza & fried chicken back.

omg super long didnt eat pizzas from Pizza Hut already,

cause we have been going for pizzas from western restaurants.

lost of them offers pizzas i realized lol

Chicken Galore & Ocean Catch.

so the cousins came we ate, chatted, played ?

then here comes the cake hehe.

mum's birthday is on the 9th,

which is the next day,

~~lol why am i celebrating birthdays one day ahead~~

and cousin bro's was on that day according to the chinese calender.

cake bought by aunt.
Chocolate Indulgence my fav ^^

mum & cousin Matthew, Alfred.

the next day,

studied a lil then went for dinner at Phat Barrels.

wanted Heritage but it's not opened on Sunday.

haha guess who we saw ?

bosses from heritage XD

mum was so happy to see them.

had been quite some time lol

the grilled lamb chop is awesome.

would go back for that :D

picture was blur so T.T

Pork Bacon Pizza.
feel so bad :(

Chicken Lasagne

that would conclude my week.

& really looking forward towards this.

yay new hair colour, happy trips and so much more to experience :D

p/s : really felt so laughable, looking at people trying hard to make themselves lovable despite everything not good that they said & done, judegemental without judging themselves mhhmmm. anyway won't be seeing them already plus i don't even wanna see them so it's not gonna affect me much.

grateful for those people i have in my life.

more than grateful :)

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1:41 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : celebrations , excitements , food , korean , thoughts

i really wonder what drove me crazy enough to go for a hair cut.

u know how much i love my hair, my long hair.

the cut for fringe is unavoidable,

but the back, sighh she just kept cutting and now it's about 3 inches short,

but everyone says it's still of the same length ?

dfq ?

and it's thick, frizzy, and ... Short :(

hope it gets better after i dye it >.<

on the 6th of Dec,

Erica, Harn Jun and me celebrated Amethyst's birthday,

a day before her actual birthday.

Erica and me went to Jun's house beforehand and then suprised Amethyst in the car lol

went crazy in the car for like an hour plus and due to my curfew i went home haha

thank you Erica for drivinggg !

didn't bring camera out so no pictures lol

the heart shaped balloon i blew for Amethyst,
& she blew one back for me XD
it's hard to blow it you know lol

gonna bring this lil booklet for the KL trip with besties :D
Jing Wen bought me this hehe
so cute right XD

went to JJ Kimbab the next day for dinner with mum and sister XD

gonna visit this place in a few days' time again.

celebration for finishing STPM lol

awesome chicken rice.

Chicen Bulgolgi.

was so in need of eating cake,
so bought myself a red velvet hehe

baby and her carrot.
<3

thanks to mum,
our first Christmas tree ever !!
<3 :D

counting down,

3 days till final paper,

16 days to Christmas ! & Les Miserables.

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4:47 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : birthdays , celebrations , fortunate , friends

was so sick,
blowing every 5 minutes with constant inflaming bones lol
PTL, i'm so well rigth now heheh

celebrations 2 weeks ago ....

so on the 25th,

woke up super early to give Harn Jun a surprise.

her birthday is on the 26th, but you know lah exams,

so we did it a day earlier.

Gladys & Amethyst called her out for breakfast,

Erica and me then surprise her with the cake half way.

almost failed but i think it went well ?

except for my trembling hands all the while lol

Rila Erica,
PIC .

Harn Jun's special made cake.
thanks to Amethyst who made the order .

yayy Harn Jun :D

then the 27th,
microeconomics down.
hope i did well,
really thank the Lord for all the blessings !
:)

i fetched Jing Wen back home,
planned something for her.
almost like what we planned for her 17th birthday XD
so i acted like nothing then lied to get into her house.
hehehe
then everyone was there waiting :D
kinda surprised her , or not.
haha
her mum dapao-ed pizza for us,
Shu Yi baked her a oreo cheese cake,
& we bought her a rila bear :D
*her fav character*
guess she's happy hehehe

awesome pizza !

my shy shy BFFL.
<3

beautiful & yummy cake baked by Shu Yi :D

the peeps ^^

credits to Jing Wen's Facebook hehe

gave her only the next day after out papers.
picture taken by Jing Wen.

what can be happier other than being with this bunch of friends.

hahah seriously the best.

our sisterly chain will never be broken.

love every single one of you,

my afzaners .

*mwahhh*

that lil break.

2:20 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : Edward , fangirl , movies , outings , Twilight

whee so i've finished 7 papers in total,

one more left in 6 days' time.

oh thank You so much you your guidance Lord.

so after my two papers today,

went for Breaking Dawn part 2 with the hao peng you.

omg i've been wanting to watch this like mad but then exams have to butt in -.-

i'm such a fan of Edward Cullen you know,

like since 2008 the Twilight era.

so many posts i wrote bout that one Twilight in my previous blog lmao.

for the past few years i watched the movie either on the first or second day,

this year, a month later wtf.

anyway, i'm proud to say :

and also :

Breaking Dawn part 2.

Edward Cullen is such a heartthrob .

well since 2008,

& he is always a sweetheart of mine.

omg that craze i had over him few years back then.

now reduced a lot dy haha

getting old, no time fan-girling :P

Bella Swan.

zomg why all vampires so beautiful one T.T

i mean she's beautiful in the past few films but in this one,

really stunning. mad beautiful.

& i want to have red red eyes like her.

and long long lashes.

so pretty >.<

and her hair is awesome hah

zomg right ?
(Y)

♥

2008 ; Twilight

2012 ; Breaking Dawn II

Edward Cullen ,

forever my vampire prince.

alongside with Kaname heh XD

bye byeeee.
iloveyouedward.

yea so basically i've completed The Twilight Saga books and movies.

might reread them some time later.

*waiting for Stephanie Meyer's The Host movie next March, the book is superb !*

thoughts after the completion of another awesome series,

erm feeling a bit sad, a bit mm sae dak,

but that feel is not as strong as what i had for the Harry Potter series,

and also The Lord of the Rings trilogy.

*The Hobbits are comingggg can't wait omg*

sad lah missing Harry Potter so much right now :(

went to Tong Pak Fu with hao peng you after that,

haha relaxed a while talking nonsense lol

& got my strawberry waffle with ice cream crave fixed XD

counting down to my final paper,

& of also the trip,

& of course, Christmas !

♥

19 dayssss more :)

December x.

7:50 PM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : Christmas , randoms

so glad i managed to sleep through this chilling weather without worries lol

at least for now.

oh hye.

it's December already omg super excited ! :D

it's gonna be a really very good month,

because exams ending soon :D :D

plus Christmas month is forever the best .

i just have that particular feel for December lol

though i rarely celebrate Christmas,

but it's my favourite festive season since i was small.

maybe because i love the to see the snow & pine tress with lightings all over it hehe

miss IKEA so much right now T.T

proudly flunked accounts paper this morning.

how i wished i do not have to hand in that paper.

it was really horrible.

how i wished i had more time.

how i wished, how i wished.

how i wished i knew how to do.

sighh but it's over so just keep my fingers crossed lah !

& really thank You Lord for the blessings.

hope it's enough for me to pass.

PA 1 & Macroeconomics on wednesday.

and then one more last paper & i'll be free for good.

can't wait.

really super excited for all that's happening.

& everything happening this month !

gonna dye my hair, gonna go to KL with besties & another round with family, gonna start working ~~omg i'm really horrified~~, and so much more ;D

best of all,

i get to leave that school & environment i loathe so much for forever.

for the next 21 days,

this is what i want to say :

hwaiting everyone !

it's happening this month :D

& i really don't buy that the world is ending soon thingy hehe.

21 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS ;

10 DAYS TO MY FINAL PAPER .

needs.

2:00 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : blessed , craves , goals , thoughts

goals in life :
to enjoy good food,
to own pretty clothes and shoes,
without the need of worrying for the costs.
goals since i was born lol

oh & also to learn many languages (japanese and korean first ehe) ,
to have beautiful memories lived, captured and penned in life.

blessed to have You, Lord.
blessed to have my wonderful pals through my years <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="br">
wanted to whine but then all was well today.
really very blessed.
and this flu, i'm feeling so very guilty because i sacrificed loads of trees and am going to sacrifice more.
i'm so sorryyy.
maybe i should use a hankie instead ?

missed my chance to bond with
it's a perfect chance and i had imagined that before.
sigh well maybe because i have something good instead ?
we'll make it for the trip before september next year.
overseas trip :D

and this sudden sadness when i imagine i have no money to buy good food
D:
suddenly so motivated to own money lol
but cant own without earning aihh

nah here's to crave
T.T

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1:46 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : love , mom , thoughts

pray for wisdom,
pray for guidance.

what mom told me to do so before exams,
though i'd been doing that.
but, she asked me to.
and i guess that's sweet.

really can't slack anymore.
but i just can't find that push.
and all worried for PA again
cause if i fail, there's no chance for me at all.
that sudden thought and then it dies down.
why am i like this.

sleeping on my bed.
good to see you again mum :)

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12:57 AM † jeszlynnn 0 Comments Category : ache , besties , life , mall , ootd , outings , thoughts

it's quite a nice date.

finally got over 2 very annoying papers.

hope they did well,

at least enough for me to pass,

especially PA 2.

so i spent my wednesday with two of my three besties in the world.

Jing Wen's birthday falls on the 27th,

can't really do anything for her because there's exam :(

so instead i treated her a move, a drink & a meal.

hehe

Jing Wen ,
the BFFLF in the world.
♥

one of our Few pictures together.
& also my first face among my posts lol

then we had ice cream !
thank you hao peng you :D

waiting while they choose the flavours
^^

"i'm a happy child :D"

another one.
it's sad how few pictures we actually have :(

Chee Yong,
the hao peng you :D

went for Cold War,
it's really awesome.
& Aarif Rahman zomg, sweet :D
hope to watch Breaking Dawn 2 next week !

went for dinner at Hana Mizuki.
planned to eat western but Jing Wen don't wanna fall sick from eating fried stuffs.
so japanese it is.

Unagi Zen.
should've called shake instead :(

dapao-ed for sis.
& Wallie wants some haha
so cute i can die T.T

dad's purchase in Jusco .
he loves the department haha

oh and 2 carrots from ikea :D
it's for Wallie actually but i guess i'll take over hehehh

so in love with sis hi-top

as for today,
the 25th,
i've been slacking like shit past few days.
mum was in KL,
& i've activated facebook for games lol.
controlling self gahhh

--
seriously i thank God for the strength.
guess sometimes people just don't take me seriously.
it's pointless explaining to people,
because nothing changes actually.
i take that very well because i know.
& this is solely a place for me to express my thoughts,
to pen down my memories.
ah the pain when you are restricted from writing whatever you want
because you might just offend the rest of the world.
that pain, that pain.

i'm very thankful for what i have.
for what that has always been at my sight.
and thank you readers,
because i don't expect my posts to be read,
nor i'm expecting them to be read.

God bless
xx.

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