in two months' time i would have completed my first year of degree.

to ponder upon, hahhhh i haven't been doing anything useful.

my grades wasn't good, i barely passed and i can't find myself to rise and really make good use of my ownself,

basically because 

all i have in mind is just food and eating and food.

bloody food. bloody appetite.

but i couldn't eat what i longed for because of money restrain, and sigh i'm all round and chubby already now.

i guess it sucks not being able to do what you have in mind.

all i have in mind is just eating.

i've been trying to convert this eating thing into reading but i know i wouldn't do it anyway.

i really hate to say this but all i have in mind is just food,
particularly kimchi ( although i can't take spicy well but still yeah ) every single second i'm conscious.

for now, just excited to get this week over with,
because mum and baby sis will be in KL for 1/2 of the week heheh