oh well.
the mid sem break i had been anticipating since seven weeks ago is officially over,
when i got my ass back to this jungle, to my room hours ago.

my mid semester break had been productive Socially, just not academically.
the first two days of the 6 and 1/2 days i have in my hometown,
i mean to do my assignments, and probably study a little for the upcoming(tomorrow) test.
i really do.
but after the second day, i've decided it's not going to work.
i look at the books i've brought back, about 8 of them (which i had spent some time reasoning with myself if i should bring them back and in the end i did) and sighed because i've been stupid Again to carry all those weights back FML
seriously i'm not going to bring any books back anymore i really mean it this time.
because the cycle just will never stop repeating itself.
i'm pretty convinced i'd spend some time on my books but when i'm back there,
i would struggle a little first, and then feel tired about the idea,
and then i would just totally leave it because if i don't,
i'd fck up my break.
and this is the first time ever,
i've found holidays so productive (although socially) because i do not have to think,
i do not have to fight.
i just give up and
i did what i need to do, for myself to be Happy.
and i was happy.

on Thursday i'd left for the jungle,
something is wrong with my wing of the dorm,
a stench so bad i wondered if there's any carcass around.
well thank God it is out of my room's reach.
on Friday i happily went to Sunway Lagoon with my roomiee and another 2 coursemates.
really had the time of my life, had so much fun with the three of them haha
though the constant and random reminders of our homeworks sucks lol
how did we manage to live so freely anyway ?
on Saturday we went walking in Sunway Pyramid,
and the only place i'm interested in is Popular.
so damn big, and i'm obsessed with bookstores, and books.
so happy when i bought four books for only a hundred and two bucks.
finally got TFIOS, like finally after searching and getting slammed with "out of stock" for months.
now i have the english and chinese version of it yayyyyy
then i bought At First Sight because i really love the title,
and then Beautiful Disaster & Walking Disaster.
will get A Beautiful Wedding later on.
MJ loves this a lot so i bet it's really good,
and it indeed is really good.
i started from the second book, which is told from Travis's point of view.
and i love reading books from the point of view of a guy.
everything is sweeter that way.
it's an obsession you know, this series. gahhh
MJ loves Travis cause it's so gentle but i love him because of the way he talks.
i almost smile at everything he says, including when he swears,
because it just feels so normal,
like how a guy would converse.
how i love authors like this.
at night i went over to akhor's and she brought me to korean feast with her friends.
zomg love the food so so much !
when they chilled at TCBATL,
i was there reading my way.
before i slept i was at page 280.

Today, this morning akhor brought me to Kaffe Cafe for lunch,
to TCM to get some groceries and she sent me back here safely.
roomiee got sick and i don't know why,
and it's pain and sad i know.
how i hope i'm able to make her feel better but i'm no doctor sigh.
i read my way and i'd finish the book in 2 hours' time.
i really love this series.

now i'm wondering if i can endure the test tomorrow.
haha
assignments all piled up and i've plan a schedule in my mind.
but in my mind only.
whatever there is in my mind,
it would never be put to action.
as i said,
i'm a dreamer like that.

so now,
thank you for reading this crap,
and i hope to feed you with pictures soon.
as for now,
i'd like to take a nap, or not.
there's a reason to why i hate myself.