happily announce that 3rd of Dec is over for me.
dislike this day because events that took place today are of which i really dislike.
was escaping from today had loads of sleepless night and it's really a relief everything is over.
the problem with me,
towards events i dislike that's gonna take place,
i tend to tell myself it's gonna happen anyway so let it be.
and then i'll tell myself that God is with me so just make the best out of it.
but then i can't stop worrying.
it'll be forever in me i just like to make a fuss out of it.
i'll go super moody, in whatever thing i do i'll keep thinking bout it.
to be honest i did not sleep well last night.
woke up every hour, you know that kind of worries i have in me.
but once the event passes, i'll feel stupid for worrying this much.
it's no biggie but sigh i don't know how to control myself.
my own disorder maybe ?
i don't wanna grow old like this :(

having another group discussion tomorrow and i decided not to care anymore hahah
so much to think about very stress one leh..
classes would be ending this week,
and finals is a month away.
and like that would mark the end of my first semester.
it is really horrifying knowing time do flies this fast.

Paul Walker.