going back in another 5 hours' time.
if only time can just freeze.
i don't want to go back.
can i just stay here forever ?
living here makes me so carefree,
no worries, nothing.
it's like floating in the air.
and then reality have to snap in,
forcing me back to a world of responsibilities.
hate that but it's the process of growing.
i really hate responsibilities.
and i'm tired.

it's gonna be a hectic month.
and then time will just flash by and you wouldn't even notice.
my remaining november days,
おねがいします ...

"Perhaps it's impossible to wear an identity without becoming what you pretend to be."- Orson Scott Card, Ender's Game