from my active days in the previous years to only a mere 3 entries in 2019,
i'm just glad it didn't take me any longer to open this page again.
i miss writing, i surely do.
and having not writing actively for the past few years,
i find that my English has gotten much worse, probably the lack of reading contributed too.

and it makes me wonder, what have i been doing for the past few years ?
yes i've graduated, resigned from my first job, a year at my current job now and apart from all these,
what have i actually done? i seemed to have insufficient time and can i blame it on the many interests i have?
i have tons of interest and stuffs that i would like to do,
but i've never really actually execute them.
they are always in my head.

looking at my page now felt like ah i miss those days when i used to get so worked up on the codings of a design template.
i'm not really a computer person, i'd just get hold of the bare minimum so i can move forward.
and that is why, i can never excel at anything.
i am greedy i wanted to learn everything and i can't choose, so i ended up not choosing anything,
to my own demise.

right now, i'd really like to revamp this page all over but i have completely forgotten about all the limited knowledge that i have gained back then on codings !
i guess practicing does makes a difference.

i guess revamping this page would be a good start to my 2020.
till this page comes back with a new look ! or a completely new page? :X