i have never thought i'd had my week started so badly.

so there's s case that i've fucked up big time,
because i did not oversee the beginning of the process.
and so i let everyone down,
on the first day of my work this year.
and then i had a fight with my mum.
and then i almost broke a stranger's phone.
and then i had a quarrel with my other half,
because he is frustrated to pick me up.
which got me thinking,
do i really need this?
since i can be there for myself whenever i need myself.
so is this even necessary ?

anyway it hasn't been a pleasant week.
and i sincerely hope that it'll get better.
and also, pray that this will be the worse i'll ever experience at work?