and it has come down to this point where the end is here.

for this semester break at least,
not for me though i'm still barely breathing.

my dear lappie is giving me the pain of my life when the keyboard

decided to malfunction at this particular moment when i intended to start on my project paper.

so instead of typing, you must know that i am hitting it real hard right now.

and why must the vowels be involved ? ugh

can't believe CNY is over just like that.
tbh though i am not a fan of this festive season,
but am still sad that it is over.
reminds me that i am nearer to the new sem opening,
and of course my nightmare, results.

had been away for about 4 days as i accompanied sis to Penang
and unfortunately i fell sick.
so sick i thought i was going to die as my bones were chilling and my head was banging.
well i survived after much vomiting,
glad to be in shape again.
seriously swore that i wouldn't go to Penang anymore
because i often pain myself when i get back.
but sigh i have convocations to attend, USM de friends see i so wei da.
haha


nothing much to rant to share.
really lack of sleep and water lately,
(probably major contributors to my sickness apart from the super hot weather in Penang.)
and currently feeling immune,
trying to accept the fact that i wouldn't spend my weekend here,
on this bed,
in this room,
in this house,
at this place where i call home.


seize the day seize the night.
and do not regret.
it's really much more easier we could leave it all behind.

on a side note, i am really angry at you,
but who am i to feel so ?
lucky cause you have everything i have to live without.
spare me, and for another time because i know it wouldn't be the last,
spare my dreams too, please ?