Flight MH370, Malaysian Airlines.

the first news i saw on my phone when i woke up was this,

and i couldn't believe my eyes.

i mean can such a thing happen ?

up till now it has been more that a day, 

44 hours that it had went missing.

there are so many sayings on the internet,

you wouldn't know which are the truths and which are not.

it's really like a dream, or like a scene in the movie.

never thought that such thing would happen.

for the first time,

i realize sayings such as "have a safe flight", "safe journey", "be back soon" do actually mean a lot.

the safety precautions that were taught in the plane, do actually have a purpose.

it's just so unreal i don't know how to feel.

how are the people on board, how did they feel, how are the crew doing right now, 

what are the passengers' families going through now, what are the families of the pilot and company's feeling right now,

what had happened in the sky ...

and at times like this,

i just don't understand why citizens, citizens who are not involved at all, 

who are not any family member of the 239 people on board, citizens who are just merely news receiver are being so so angry with the airline.

i mean they do not owe you an explanation, they owe their families, which gives them every right to demand information and to be angry, but not you, who is nobody at all.

who are you to express such frustration and anger at the pilot and the airline ?

i know that it is your point of view but please show some respect and care?

saying that you are ashamed of your own country's airline, woahh who are you to be ashamed ?

you do not own the airline or anything so really just stfu.

i really can't stand brainless people talking crap like that.

i swear if you board mas next time you're regret those words that you are saying now.

citizens (who are just merely citizens) too are mad that the company hasn't been able to confirm or release any information about the missing flight, whereas other countries had started giving their own statements and views.

again, who are you to be mad.

what if mas confirm things such easily and later it didn't turn out as they confirmed,

are you willing to take the blame ? of course not, everything will be bore by mas. 

so just control all of your anger and please just help to pray.

as for me now,

i am just very devastated.

mas is my favourite airline,

and because of it's logo, i started loving airplanes when i was a kid, about 4.

i love airplanes and airports.

i love being in a plane, my favourite moment in it is when the plane starts to take off.

i could look out the window for a whole hour and cry my eyes out because it's just so touching to be able to board a plane.

so it does have this affect on me and i'm truly sad.

this could happen to any flight, anyone at all,

and to able to be alive right now, i couldn't thank God more for his grace and mercy.

i just wish that everyone will be fine, although the chance is very slight.

but i do believe everything happens for a reason, and only God knows why.

let's just keep praying for the missing flight to be found,

and pray for the safety of everyone on board.

live your only life, express your love to your families and closest friends.

because you wouldn't know if it is the last time for you to do so.