it's been quite some time hah
a month i guess ?
only had 30 days of holidays, and i just can't believe that those days are over.
now i'm writing this in my room at uni,
with dozens of stuffs yet to unpack.
seriously cannot accept that a whole new semester is starting tomorrow,
and i'll have to do another 4 months to end this year.
gosh i'm so not ready because i haven't got enough rest ( well, never enough for me )
and i'm not confident that i'll be able to live differently from the previous semester.
changes are needed and i'm not sure i'm ready to give it a shot.
so accustomed to lazing and procrastinating blahh
i'm just so sad, so very very sad now :(

really wonder what happened to my time.
so many things i hoped to do but did not,
including writing on this page.
had been saying that i'd change since 16 years old and here i am,
21 still saying the same thing.
when can i ever knock some senses into myself oh gosh.

latest addiction ;
Reply 1994.
this series is so damn good,
i couldn't decide which i like more,
Reply 1994 or Reply 1997.
i'll just keep replaying these two series this whole semester hahaha
so nostalgic and so warm.
really love all of the beautiful youthful characters.
awesome cast and really suspense story line.
jjaaangggg !
made me want to live better so when i turn forty in the future,
there'd be things that are worth looking back at in my twenties.
yeah i shall do that.
live happy, live happy.

for now,
- continue to unpack.
- wait up till 12am to reconfirm the registration of courses.
- read all the posted assignments and outlines pfft
- get over the matter that i was fined 75 bucks because i did not checked out wtf ( i didn't know there are such rules and they considered i've rented the room during my absence wtfffff)
- rewatch opppaaaaa ~
and
- live well.