so many posts on hold now cause i couldn't get the pictures.
maybe a day or two later it'll be ready ?

and it's the twelve today.
hadn't been sleeping well,
sleeps around 3 plus
& waking up with cramps.
dreams are either happy, sad or weird ?

guess i'm just trying to escape.
to get away from what's gonna hit me six days later.
can't believe it when i heard the news confirmed last week.
what to feel ? irdk what to feel.
so unreal os unbelievable haha

world's unfair.
but how much can i overlook that truth ?
i just want a starting point to begin.
God had given me many,
but none i have work out a good outcome.
this one maybe ?

all i can do now,

pray for JessMinn too.
worked so hard, but in the end,
why so unfair ?